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I could live without you but without you I’ll be miserable at best
you made me fall for you, why? You had no intention of catching me and keeping me. You got tired so you let me fall. Well I hope you’re fucking happy because I’m a wreck, I’m a mess, you really got me. My happiness is wrapped around your finger, I wish I didn’t let that happen but I’m young, stupid and reckless. I feel so naive to think that I was ever in love with you. You brought me down so low I’m slowly trying to climb my way back up. I’m afraid of being alone for too long because then I start thinking about everything all the memories over and over again. The way you would hold my hands, the way you walked me to class while carrying my books, the way I felt when I kissed you, how great it felt to be wrapped up in your arms, our breath locking into each other, the way you touched me, your smell, your touch, your taste, the incredible memories we share with each other. I think about these things and it just makes me even more depressed. I don’t even know why I’m hurting so much it’s not like we’ve been going out for years, but I kinda feel like we have. I had feelings for you, strong feelings dating all the way back in June I just was good at keeping it hidden because I felt dirty liking you so much. I considered myself in love wayyy before you did because I liked you so much longer than you liked me. I still do, I still like you even though things are over between us. It kills that I’m the only one who feels that way. I just wish you would come back to me and bring me back into your arms. I shouldn’t feel this way, it’s not normal after the way you treated me. You treated me like shit and I still kept on coming back for more because somehow you are irresistable. The memories are slowly killing my sanity. I haven’t deleted all of our texts yet because part of me doesn’t want to believe it’s over. I say I’m fine to everyone but no one truely knows how I feel. I’m willing to try everything to make it work again, but you’re just too stubborn to give me a second chance. I love you, I still do and I need to stop, I need to find a way to get over you by myself. Just please don’t forget about me.
It’s the memories that hurt the most”
Ok so I’m writing something on here which I normally try and stay away from doing but I need to get a few things off my chest. I hate it when people tell you that they love you when they have full intention on leaving you with a broken heart. I also hate when people say you are not trying hard enough to fix the relationship when you clearly are more than them. If you had intentions of leaving me in that way spare me the cute words and sayings, spare me the exchanges of “I Love You” it just makes me hurt more. I’ve never cried this much over a guy before, he was the only one that could save me from my past and he did. Now he is my past and I need someone to save me from this, it’s a never ending cycle of needing someone to save me because I can’t save myself. Well I’m done. I don’t need anyone to save me, I don’t want anyone to save me. I want to do this for myself for a change I’ll get over you by myself I don’t need another man to save me. I need to learn how to be independent like I used to be. Screw you and your twisted words and wretched sayings, screw you telling me that you loved me…you never did. I don’t need you, nor do I want you.
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You’re still not over her stop lying to yourself.
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Imagine if you were paid for being ugly
I’ll get what you get in 10 years, in 1 day.
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On February 17th, 2012 James Dickinson (-respawn)’s 12 year old body was found on the floor of his parent’s bathroom. His parents signed into his tumblr and facebook accounts and found over two hundred messages telling him to go kill himself and that he was worthless and that no one wanted him here. James, feeling overwhelmed by the hate, took his own life. Cyber bullying needs to be stopped, hundreds of thousands of people have taken their own lives due to the things people have said over the internet. Think before you type.
:c baby i miss you
wow
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